Tuesday 21 March 2017

I don’t know what to say to the dying

This is a rough sketch of something I've been working on. It's not exactly perfect.

This is for World Poetry Day. It evens rhymes in parts.

It is...
I don’t know what to say to the dying


Photo by Cecil Beaton, Gwili Andre, 1932


I don’t know what to say to the dying.
What worth to my words by the morning.  

I don’t know what to say to the dying.
Would they hear the obituary I wrote them.  

I don’t know what to say to the dying.
I say it’s OK, it's fine, and I’ve no idea why.  

I’m no voice of comfort to the dying.
I hold their hand tight so I know I’m not a monster.  

I don’t know what to say to the dying.
So I listen, but they never ask questions of me.
So I listen, and I hope they can speak of things they see.
So I often believed a death bed was as comfortable as the life led.
Then I needed to forgive me and them for all words un-said.
Because communication is breaking and can’t be mended.
When bones, cartilage and shallow cold breaths are at the last of a life ended.
When everything is failing and crashing and giving up the ghost.
God knows, what was important in this life?
Why do I never say goodbye?
It always troubles me.

I don’t know what to say to the dying.
I find it easier to talk about my working day.  

I don’t know what to say to the dying.
I try to talk in uplifting ambiance imagery.  

I don’t know what to say to the dying.
I tell them who they’ll meet, I’ve no idea why.  

I collect pieces of time from the dying.
Not like teeth so I know I’m not a monster.








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