The Red Drenched Hill

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The Red Drenched Hill

Lit by low-slung sun, 

This is the red drenched hill, 

I am going to die on.

 Like a moth 

in a trial of fire. 

Until all love and hurt is gone. 

Because 

Everything ends up used. 

Scattered and ever abused.

 And you keep on coming 

Round to play. 

As if you’ve not got the news: 

I feel nothing for you

still. 

You see I see you from way up here, 

Wonder if you can climb high, 

Now I’ve cut my hair short 

Let the stormy clouds rot. 

I’ve no need of them 

in my eyeliner sky. 

When you cannot reach me. 

Gravestones sewn beneath me. 

And the weakening sun ray.

 By the weary sigh on 

sigh. 

If you want some advice. 

If there’s any left to give. 

Dismount from your high horse. 

It’s dying in pain of your loss. 

It doesn’t make any odds. 

When all sunlight leaves us 

Don’t think darkness frees us 

We intertwine like lover’s brides

 And call out

 To our gods. 

Even while Hell is in our eyes. 

You know, 

We’re too busy feeding robots 

Because we’re all just robots 

Programmed to eat donuts 

And self-destruct a wish that we die. 

Make no mistake 

I feel nothing for you 

On this hill. 

Time heals nothing around me 

No cure has yet come found me.

Loss is never found. 

It is never more healed. 

Alone, watching all down below. 

I realise the carnage 

See the tragic damage 

Smell the smoke of Carthage 

And there’s one truth that I know: 

When everything is on fire 

That can catch on fire 

My love lies still beside me, 

Burning. 

Scipio, when he looked upon the city as it was utterly perishing and in the last throes of its complete destruction, is said to have shed tears and wept openly for his enemies. After being wrapped in thought for long, and realizing that all cities, nations, and authorities must, like men, meet their doom; that this happened to Ilium, once a prosperous city, to the empires of Assyria, Media, and Persia, the greatest of their time, and to Macedonia itself, the brilliance of which was so recent, either deliberately or the verses escaping him, he said: 

A day will come when sacred Troy shall perish, And Priam and his people shall be slain. 

And when Polybius speaking with freedom to him, for he was his teacher, asked him what he meant by the words, they say that without any attempt at concealment he named his own country, for which he feared when he reflected on the fate of all things human.