I wish you better

This a song that I needed to get out my system. And hopefully it is now out of it.

It's called...
I wish you better

I wish you better so I can miss you like homesickness

I wish you better so I cut myself

You are not better enough to deserve my scars

You are as a crisp November leaf in fire

I wish you better so I wander, broken

You are not better enough to deserve my fractures

You cast no light to cast no ill-light

I wish you better so I send flower heads

You are not better enough to deserve my mourn

You are far from risen from the dead

Christ Almighty, I wish you better.